I became a regular wanker and started at grammar ***** at around the same time. I'd enjoyed getting erections and wet dreams for some time but then realised that I could play with myself and get that pleasure whenever I wanted. I started by rubbing myself in bed not really thinking about anything but how nice it felt. Later I moved on to looking a pictures of girls while jerking off. One night I was getting to the point of no return, in bed, when my mother came into my room without me hearing her. I froze and stopped rubbing myself and my fist gripped my hard-on without moving. However, I was so turned on that my body carried on reacting even though I was not moving and I erupted all over myself under the bedclothes! Rather a close call...

Some time after I found out that my best friend did the same sort of things and we used turn ourselves on by talking about sex and doing sexy things while together. One time we were out in the country in some woods and we found a rope hanging from a tree. I'm not sure how we justified it but we both stripped off completely naked and were making like Tarzan swinging on the rope. John was soon sporting a fine erection and swinging upside down on the rope. Suddenly, he came and ejaculated all over himself. I confess I found this quite a turn-on. Subsequently he'd let me touch him from time to time. Once he was ill in bed with something minor and I was visiting and I could not resist putting my hand under the covers and grabbing his cock and giving it a quick wank.

At the same time as all was going on I was also trying to get to know girls better and still fantasised about doing sexy things with them. I regularly masturbated while looking at pictures of girls or fantasising about them. I didn't think this was anything but a normal state of affairs but, of course, it really meant that I had disdcovered that I was bisexual. Even so, it was very many years before I realised that not everyone had the same inclinations and didn't lust after both men and women.