on this day i sit back and reflect on my life over the years have done many things i always have tried to do the right thing from moving back home to take care of my elderly parents when i was 25 to trying to give my family the suport they need for survival my own intrest have taken a back seat through my whole life i have helped in the raising of several neices and nefews not alwasy geting the respect i gave them i have lost many of the things i have tried to obtain in life in order to keep the family peace i am a bit of a thrill seeker in life i have gone up in plane gliders in Germany riden helocopters in oklahoma road a 12 speed bike up and down mt scott 2465 ft elivation that was a tuff one up took a while down was way to quick lucky im alive i guess thats why i belive in good karma one never knows what life is going to bring today marks my 45 year on earth havent found my life mate yet still looking hope to find some one that can deal with me and all my short comings one family moto has kept me going for years the dificult we do imedatly the imposible just takes a little longer . any thing you do do it well or dont  do it at all words my father told me when i was a lot yonger did not make sence then but now wow what a dad i lost my dad to a fall ten years ago but his lessons stuck with me my mom has ben to deaths door three times with congestive heart failure it has not ben easy but i keep going so dose she it is a contstant battle for the past three years all in all i cant complane about my situation but it sure would be nice to find that someone i click with wold make my life seem more sensible to me love deeply care wisely enjoy life to the fullest see you around me