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There Is No Joy In Our Division

I was happy in ignorance singing our song
I never thought to think that it wouldn’t be long
Before that tune belonged to another lover
And sent my sorry love stumbling for cover

Seeking sanctuary in my Joy Division collection
Listening to another broken soul’s tales of love and affection
Our song removed from my playlist forever
There’s no place for it now that our ties you decided to sever

Ian Curtis’ strangled scream of 'Love Will Tear Us Apart'
Strikes a chord in my battered and barely beating heart
I play myself my favourite songs from the depressing Tinita Tikaram
To see if to our love she wrote a suitable and fitting requiem

I retread our path to see where it all fell apart piece by piece
To find the point where your love for me began to cease
But my mixed up meandering memories
Just add to my seemingly endless agonies

Slowly I try to come to terms with the cold and cruel situation
That it’s someone else who will benefit from your love and infatuation
The thing is, I always thought you’d believe in me
It never crossed my mind that one day you’d be leaving me

Beautiful Reminders

A cherry tree in full blossom
Or the softness of a sprouting snowdrop
A purring curled up sleeping kitten
Or the first smouldering kiss for new lovers
A sunset over a tranquil ocean
Or a father holding his baby for the very first time
A bride’s church entrance on her wedding day
Or the sweetly savoured pause before ‘I do’
The graceful poise of a dolphin’s leap
Or the rippling muscle of a tiger in full flight
The sound of a crackling fire
Or the melting heart after an ‘I love you’
The first footprint on a tropical beach
Or the calmness of the creeping wave that takes it away
A photograph of a loved one no longer with you
Or the heartfelt words of a poem written to remember them by
All these are beautiful in their own little way
So no wonder then that they all remind me of you

And When You Cry

I’ll greet you every morning with a kiss
I’ll send you to bed in just the same way
I’ll hold your hand when you need it held
And when you cry, I’ll kiss your tears away

I’ll stay strong when you need someone to lean on
I’ll hold you up, I won't let you fall
I’ll hold your sorrow when you need it held
And when you cry, I’ll kiss your tears away

I’ll make you laugh when you need to smile
I’ll lift you high when you’re feeling low
I’ll hold your mind when you need it held
And when you cry, I’ll kiss your tears away

I’ll make you tingle when you’re feeling numb
I’ll make you feel special when you a feel a no-one
I’ll hold your love when you need it held
And when you cry, I’ll kiss your tears away

I’ll excite you when you’re feeling bored
I'll melt your heart when it feels like stone
I’ll hold your body when you need it held
And when you cry, I’ll kiss your tears away

I’ll deflect away the things that would hurt
I’ll send you a poem when you need to feel loved
I’ll hold your heart when you need it held
And when you cry, I’ll kiss your tears away

I’ll do everything and expect nothing in return
I’ll do it all just because I want to
I’ll hold my tongue when you need it held
And when I cry, will you kiss my tears away?

The Glass Embrace

The glass embrace
Cold, awkward and unyielding
Does nothing to cover the bruises
Or to make the pain feel less real
The crocodile tears
The empty apologies and promises
Do nothing to make you feel safe and secure
As each time you close your eyes
You feel the pain all over again
Inside, your porcelain heart cracks
Cold, awkward and unyielding

Flowers of Feelings

My mind takes a journey
Past the babbling brook of your beauty
And the field full of flowers of feelings
At each and every point of interest along the way
I’m reminded of something of you

I reach down deep inside
And tenderly hold the piece of your heart you gave me
I feel the tingle you always send down my spine
As real as the softness of your breath upon me
Gently blowing in the breeze of my love

I linger in the tranquil meadow of your soft and caring side
And feel a warmth in the garden of belonging
Where I wrap all that you give me in a blanket of my affection
To let you know I could never hurt you
Or take anything away from all that we have

And as my mind’s journey meanders along, I avoid the unpleasant places
Like the valley of malcontent and ennui
Or the well-trodden path to see if elsewhere the grass is greener
And with our fingers dangling in a cosy embrace
You keep me on the route marked out with melting hearts

Till the journey ends and I drift back to the state of reality
And I realise it’s a wonderful place to be
Because it’s a place I share with you
And I have that piece of your heart, wrapped up safe and sound
To remind me that you’re there, and I’m never alone

Jealousy's Spite

The pounding fist hammers at your chest
Each painful blow delivered with increasing fury
Until the unleashed emotion crashes on through
The splinters and shards of bone pierce your heart
Leaving you exposed, vulnerable at best

The fingers of torture squeeze your soul
Wrapping tightly around your heart… pausing
Then forcing the blood ever quicker through your veins
The heat and speed of the rushing blood
Pushing the pain through your entire existence

The teasing jabs of thought filled needles
stab and prick your mind
Filling your imagination with images you’d rather not see
Closing your eyes, and filling them with tears
Just makes the blurred canvas more clear

You turn away, seeking solace and freedom
But you know there’s no way out
As jealousy’s spite feeds from your love
Without that emotion, there is no pain
Yet it remains a love you're not ready to let die

..... I hold the vibe held firmly on your clit as I pound you, meeting your need to be taken, to be fucked and controlled!  My balls slapping against you as I thrust deep into you.  My hands grasping your ass cheeks, holding them tight, pulling them apart allowing me to tease your tight ass with a cold ice cream drenched finger.  The heat in your pussy contrasting perfectly with the cold sensation on your ass as you lie there helpless, no choice but to let me fuck you as hard as I can.

My hard cock held tight in your pussy, the vibe on your clit and my teasing finger combine to reach deep inside you, to that unreachable, undefinable spot to grab your ache, shake it, hold it tight and pull it willingly closer to the surface. Its passage through your body marked by your increasing moans, your increased breathlessness and writhing of your body.

Only now I do I release your cuffs, your arms immediately embrace me as you dig your nails into my back, and scratch in a bid to relieve your frustration and gain revenge by inflicting a little pain on me.  Our lips meet as we kiss each other hard, our tongues dance and entwine as I feel your nails sink deeper into my burning flesh.  I hold your bottom lip between my teeth and bite to mirror the pleasurable pain you inflict on me.

I grab your arm roughly and pull you over, allowing you to sit on me, my cock convinced deeper inside you as you push your hips back and forth quickly, riding my cock with a frantic lust.  With one hand I run the tip of your vibe over your clit, while my other flicks the cat-o-nine-tails against your pert breasts and hard nipples.  Your hands on my chest, each time you feel the slight pain on your breasts, you dig your nails into my skin a little deeper.

As you push your hips back and forth, I raise and lower mine – our fast and frantic fuck building in intensity and pleasure.  Our eyes fused together, we’re desperate to please each other to the max, desperate to leave each other with a feeling that will never die, that will never be forgotten.  I push my cock hard and deep, feeling my orgasm build, struggling with the need to release, but wanting to hold on, to make the moment last – to completely satisfy.

Your body begins to shake, the shudders pass right through you and pass into me as my body responds and mirrors yours.  The almost unbearable pleasure released through our moans, our screams, and our cries of each other’s names.  Your pussy tightens and releases around my cock, your clit burning with delight against the vibe.  Your fingernails sinking deeper into my chest as mine do likewise on your ass cheeks.  One finger pushing teasingly just inside your ass until you push your hips back and push my finger deeper inside to complete your joy and release your orgasm.  As we cry each others names over and over my cock twitches violently inside your pussy as I cum hard and deep inside you as I feel you cum on my cock. I raise my hips again, pushing yet deeper, feeling your shaking body twitching around me, prolonging and deepening the pleasure in our orgasms, both wanting this feeling to linger.  We carry on fucking for as long as our pleasure-ridden bodies will allow, milking every last ounce from our long and powerful orgasms.

You sink down onto me as we hold each other tight, our moans and screams replaced by happy and contented deep breathing through our smiles.  Gently I hold your face to guide your lips to mine, to kiss you tenderly.  Our beating pounding hearts pressed together as I hug you closer into my embrace.  Wanting to keep you here, hoping you’ll never let me go, hoping you’ll never want to replace me and the role I have in your life and your lust!

xoxo

...............My hips rocking back and forth before I pull my cock out of your mouth and smear it with another handful of the ice cream before pushing back in as you greedily suck and lick the taste from me as I fuck your mouth, harder, faster!  I pull out again, letting you lick the ice cream trail from my balls as I slap your face with my hard cock before once again pushing it back between your lips, fucking you again.  My hand reaching behind me – finally giving your aching pussy the attention it craves.  I hold the tip of your vibe against your clit.  The vibrations filtering through your body bringing instant pleasure as you moan onto my cock and raise your hips, pushing your clit harder against the vibe, soaking up the pleasure it provides.

As my hard cock twitches in your mouth I run the vibe down over your swollen wet lips and push it deep inside your pussy.  I feel you clamp around it, holding it as the tip buzzes and massages that magical spot as my thumb rubs hard and fast over your aching clit. Your head bobbing back and forth on my cock as I thrust my hips, forcing me deeper into your mouth – pushing to back of your throat, gagging you briefly before sliding out, allowing you to catch your breath before pushing back in – seemingly harder and deeper each time.  Your favourite vibe working its uncontrollable magic deep inside your pussy as my thumb completes the stimulation.  I feel your need to draw the orgasm from deep within and feel it simmering through your body, inching closer to the surface, inching you closer to your fulfilment.

Your hips move in small circles to maximise the pleasure you gain from the vibe as your grip on the bed head tightens as you continue to accept your submissiveness as you feed on my cock deep in your mouth.  Each time I feel your body start to shake and your gasps and moans become louder, I move the vibe slightly away from your pleasure spot – keeping your orgasm on the edge of release, but ensuring that that release will be when I want it – not when you do!  The agonising frustration straddles the boundary of pleasure and pain, pushing you harder and further, building the intensity and locking your orgasm within my power.

I pull my cock from your mouth as I wank over your face, loving the way you moan my name as I ignore the desperation in your “Please! Please!” as you beg me to let you cum.  As I feel another shudder passing over your body, this time I hold the vibe still and rub your clit faster.  Your orgasm, as though seeing its chance for escape races to the surface, its convince pushing past the vibe, pushing past my thumb as it erupts powerfully, your screams welcome its arrival.  Your body shaking uncontrollably as you cum hard, clenching round the vibe, milking every ounce of pleasure as I push my cock back into your mouth just as my own orgasm erupts, shooting my hot cum into your mouth as you greedily taste and swallow.  I pull my cock from your mouth and wank hard, cumming over your face and breasts before I slide my cock back in your mouth, allowing you to suck every last drop from me as you feel my cock twitching against your tongue.  The vibe still in your pussy milking your orgasm as the second wave builds and crashes over your cum covered and restrained body!

Before your heart beat settles, before your breathing echoes normality, I slide down your body.  My hands left teasing your tingling breasts as my tongue seeks out the warm wetness of your pussy, drenched in your cum.  My tongue slowly slides up between your lips, tasting you, wanting you, before the tip flicks over and around your hard clit, both teasing and satisfying your ache.  You push your back into the pillow as your legs wrap around my shoulders and you relax into the pleasure.

As I tease and please your pussy, not allowing your desperation to die away, I hold the vibe against your clit, varying the pressure, varying the pleasure!  You try to sit up, struggling against the handcuffs, wanting to hold me, to feel my body against yours – your moans and sighs become a mixture of satisfaction and frustration.  With your legs still draped over my shoulders I shuffle up the bed – my body over yours, but not touching.  My lips close to yours, but just out of reach.  My cock teasing your pussy, sliding between your lips, but not pushing inside.

You lean up as far as you can, desperate to get to my lips, desperate to kiss me.  Your hips raise, desperate to feel my cock push inside your aching pussy.  I dip my finger into the ice cream and run it round your lips before pushing it into your mouth, allowing you to lick and suck the ice cream from my finger as I slowly push my cock deeper into your pussy and turn up the vibe teasing your clit.  I pull my cock slowly from your pussy, then quickly, roughly push back in, filling your tight wetness with my hard cock.  I push my body firmly against yours, pushing your knees up to your shoulders.  With your arms stretched out above your head, your thighs pressing onto your chest, your breathing becomes harder, your lung capacity reduced.  Gasping desperately for breaths through your moans as I fuck your pussy hard and deep.

Only the depth of our breathing breaks the soft silence hanging in the air.  The mood enhanced by the warm moonlight filtering through the window, bathing our bodies in a soft blue hue, emphasising their tone, their curves, and their beauty.  With your arms stretched out above your head, I kneel over you and snap the handcuffs shut, chaining you to the bed, chaining you to my control, welcoming you to your birthday surprise!

Your eyes are open wide, watching me run my hands over my naked body.  The visible trail my fingertips leave in the thin layer of baby oil covering my chest and torso are highlighted in the soft light and serve as a reminder to you of where you desperately feel the need to have your fingers tracing right now.  Your breathing quickens, your pupils dilate as I look into your big beautiful eyes.  You smile and bite on your bottom lip, which along with your pounding heart provide the tell tale signs of the anticipation your mind swims in.

My hands run teasingly down over my stomach and hips and glide along my hard cock, a soft sigh and the scraping of the handcuffs on the bed head are a clear indication of your growing frustration, your growing need to touch me.  I move one hand to your hair, run my fingers through it and wind it into my fist, pulling gently at first, then gradually harder, forcing you to turn your head to one side.  I lean forward and run my tongue along your neck towards your ear where my lips close around your lobe and suck gently, sending a shiver down your spine which grows in intensity as you feel my teeth nibble and my breath gently blowing on your ear.  You wriggle in an attempt to escape the over powering tickling feeling, but with your hands cuffed, and your body clamped between my legs as I kneel over you – there is no escape!

I pull on your hair a little harder, and as I lick, kiss, suck and nuzzle on your ear, I run the tip of my cock around your hard sensitive nipple.  Spreading the sensations across the different parts of your body – feeding your lust, teasing your desire.  The trailing tendrils of your cat-o-nine-tails replace the soft teasing of my cock against your nipple.  A flick of my wrist brings the strips of leather whipping sharply onto your breasts, stinging your flesh, exciting your nipples.  I sit upright, your eyes flicking between my wet twitching cock and the cat-o-nine-tails as I crash it down onto your breasts from an increasingly greater height, and with an increasing convincefulness.  Each time, I see your body tense and I revel in the loud sighs, gasps and cries of ‘fuck!’, ‘please’ and the strangled ‘ohhhh god’.  Each flicking whip of the toy digging deeper inside you, stinging more and pushing the pleasure faster and harder through your veins.  Your hands struggle at the cuffs, half wanting to be free to do as you wish, to touch me, hold me, dig your nails into my flesh as you kiss me.  Yet half of you loving the restraint, loving the helplessness and loving being totally mine.

I reach into the tub by the side of the bed and smear a hand full of cold ice cream over your breasts, kneading them, my thumbs flicking at your hard stiff nipples as I rub the coldness into your hot stinging breasts.  Your mind, awash with lust, unable to differentiate as to whether the cold ice cream relieves, or adds to the pleasure you gain from the slight pain inflicted upon you. I lower my head to your breasts, and lick through the ice cream.  The tip of my tongue teasing each nipple in turn, its warmth piercing through the cold as my lips close round your nipple as I suck it deep into my mouth, flicking it with my tongue before releasing.  I move my lips to yours, not quite touching as you reach out your tongue and trace it round my lips, tasting the ice cream, tasting my control before I push my lips firmly on to yours, kissing you hard, kissing you passionately.

I hold your hair, dragging your head forward as I lean over you, pulling your hair harder to hold your head firmly in place, not allowing you to complete the final few inches to my cock.  Your mouth open, desperate.  You struggle against my hold on you, wanting to feel your lips around my shaft, wanting to run your tongue along the hard ridges – desperate to taste me, suck me and please me.  I slap my hard cock against your cheek, run the tip across your lips as you moan loudly.  Finally I push forward, parting your lips, allowing you to suck my cock deep in your mouth.  I push forward even further, forcing my cock deeper. I hold it there, filling you, allowing you to suck and breathe around me.  Your arms strain against their restraint as I feel your desire to grasp my ass cheeks, sink in your nails and pull me closer, as I roughly fuck your mouth.  Your frustration becoming more, almost unbearable – skirting on the edge of being too much! …

(Written after reading a report in a local newspaper of a man who was arrested when he called for an ambulance after falling from a tree while trying to spy through his neighbour’s window. Ambulance staff found the man lying in the middle of the road and said they may well have run over him had his fluorescent jacket not alerted them of his presence!)

Stalkers, Peeping Toms, And Nite-Club Sex Grannies, Read On!

I hear you like to wander the streets late at night
Just looking for a chink of light
Through a curtain at a window in a room
While you wank in a tree with your camera on zoom
I understand its getting harder nowadays
To dream up new and exciting ways
In which to satisfy your strange perversion
Maybe its time for a new hobby and diversion
Perhaps try 'Yahoo! Chess' or invest in a model train
Anything to keep you from picking up those binoculars again
But if you want to stick at it and need a few tips
On how to get better quality short video clips
First of all lose that fluorescent jacket
And get a camera that makes less racket
When the shutter clicks and winds the film on
Hoping you caught the image before it had gone
Why not update and invest in the digital format
To save the fear of the wife picking your processed film from off the doormat
Also try night vision and don’t use your flash
Or maybe give daytime stalking a bash?
If you insist on climbing up trees
Invest in some protection for your splintered knees
Better still, find a stalkee on line
It will save you loads of hassle and time
And that way you won’t get those splinters
And it will offer sanctuary from the cold harsh winters
OK, the challenge isn’t there in quite the same way
And there has to be a certain willingness about your prey
But window covering materials are far more effective these days
At least that’s what the sales assistant at my local haberdashery says
But the point I really want to make
For the girl with the loosely guarded window's sake
Is that maybe its time to pack it all in
And put all your stalking paraphernalia in the bin
Get a grip of reality back on your life
And think of your dear poor old wife
Who spends her days looking at photo-fits of you
And wonders what it is that you do
To get yourself in the local paper each day
Looking slightly more odd in a disturbing way
Even a nite-club sex granny has more dignity than you
In her tight fitting dress that gives too much of a view
With her badly applied lipstick intending to give the impression of a fuller lip
And to divert attention away from her recently replaced hip
And with that image scorched on your mind
Please know I’m not being cruel, I’m trying to be kind
When I urge you to heed my words
And stop spying on the ‘fillies’, ‘floozies’ and ‘birds’
So please return to a normal way of life and you’ll do well
Unless you’re already reading this from inside your prison cell!

Cherish

An effervescent smile that drags me in
And eyes that complete the welcome
Ensure I’ll always seek solace here
And keep the sadness locked outside

A hand so warm with reaching slender fingers
Made to be held in the entwine of mine
To keep you safe
And remind you I’m always yours

The softness of your generous heart
With its giving and care filled glow
Provides a cosy place to rest my love
And for me to melt softly into happiness

An intelligent mind that knows its way
Through life’s hectic corridors of existence
Creates the perfect escape to unwind, recharge and excite
And each time I visit, I know I’ll leave with a smile

I’ll cherish all my favourite bits
And never let you down
Your eyes, your smile, your hands and heart
Breathe a softness to cushion the impact of our colliding minds

Fucked Up Whisper

You sit with your cam pointing to your cock
Moaning periodically that there aren’t enough ladies to dock
You call some girl you don’t know ‘baby’ and tell her how you’ve missed her
But your one hand typing skills make it just another fucked up whisper
And when a lady does turn on her cam for a minute before she has to go
You moan that she’s wearing too many clothes and it might even just be a video
Your ‘Come on baby, open your tits
It’s only fair, I’m showing you my bits!’
Is followed by repeated requests for their MSN
And you get no response so you ask them again, and again
Only this time you type with a capital letter
Because that’s sure to make them respond much better!
‘HEY YOU
WHATS YOUR YAHOO?’
And after 20 minutes you usually forget to dot
Will anyone miss you? probably not
While you’re gone and having to fight your way back in the room
Keeping it hard, but making sure you don’t cum too soon
With one hand on the curtain looking out for your wife
You don’t have one spare to chat, to talk, and join in chat-life
Your frustration growing you tell a girl how you’d love to fist her
But, you guessed it –its just another fucked up whisper
You start to panic thinking you’re wife will be back in a bit
And your anxiety grows cos you’ve still yet to see a tit
So you ask the nice girl on audio
Because to her profile you couldn’t be bothered to go
To find the answer to whether she’s got a cam
So she has to say for the 34th time that day that she hasn’t – Damn!
That’s another few precious seconds wasted looking for what you lack
A girl on cam, before your wife gets back
A new girl arrives, you pounce and tell her how you wanna kiss her
For the third time today, welcome to the land of the fucked up whisper
All avenues exhausted, your arm aching and cock sore
You realise your not gonna find what you came looking for
You can't understand where you went wrong
You thought your performance was hot and on song
You've been playing alone such a long time you feel your cock start to blister
It's time no doubt for one final embarrassing fucked up whisper
'Hey Ex, nice smile - show us a tit'
'Sexy voice - open your cam LittleBit'
You've been playing for ever and your cock blisters are itching
Th last thing you need is Dilli saying 'Go fuck yourself, quit bitching'
You've no idea how to flirt, seduce or flatter
And like you're whispers, you're a fucked up chatter
But you dont feel slightly bad or ill at ease
By the number of times youve been rude and never said please
You're a loser in Yuvu chat
You're a loser - theres noone here that doubts that
So you cum and go, cam off straight away
And with that you have nothing else left to say
You retire to the comfort of your profile page
And wonder why no one left you a comment whether it be flirty, sexy or sage
You look at the door waiting for your wife to come through
But I've got news for you, she’s hanging out in lobby 2
Her cam is turned on, she’s not naked or playing
But her whispers work, no-one knows what she’s saying
Apart from me, the guy she’s whispering to
Moaning, complaining, all about you!

The Journey

My melting heart feels so brittle and fragile
In need of tender loving care
Yearning for the touch of a soft and gentle kiss
Desperate for a warm hand and a smile of sincerity

The ache of rejection, the rasp of betrayal
Leave their stinging scar
I look for cosy laughter and comforting cuddles
Seeking the safety of a sigh born out of an angel’s wings

Waiting for the strength to fight again
My damaged soul reaches out
Arms extended, fingers clenching onto whatever they can hold
Slipping into yours, hoping for reciprocation

Big blue eyes tainted with tears reflect the inner turmoil
And burrow pleadingly into your gaze
Hoping to meet, lock and find salvation
Within your kindness, within your softer side

A broken body recoils from the bitterness
And twists and turns within its own insecurity
Crying for healing hope and a wanting touch
Hoping to find it inside the strength you exude

The path well trodden, the journey complete
The happy rhythm of my heart restored, my hope reborn
Yet still I stay right by your side
I’m the one once-broken-soul you’ll never lose.

To someone very special, and to all those mentioned, and others, who have found, or share, their love through yuvutu, i wish you every special happiness xxx

Yuvu Love

Exy’s got her Beema
Yoda’s love is Tru
But in my own little way
I’ve got you

Billy’s got his Missy
Dilli’s love is Fuddy
But in our own little way
You’ll always be my best buddy

Ohio’s got his Barbie
Sparky’s nothing without her Flash
But in my own little heart
You’ll always make a splash

Mr has a Mrs Monkey
Apple has her own Pork Pie
But in my own little way
To you,  I’ll always have a tie

So I raise my glass to the yuvu couples
And to their love ill make a toast
But in my own little way
Its always  you I 'll love the most!

xoxo

Pieces

Lovers come and lovers go,
Friends pass right on through.
And when they leave,
Each and every one,
Will take a piece of you.
Your purpose served,
Your role fulfilled,
Your feelings left tattered and torn.
Beaten, battered and battle bruised,
In need of tender care.
When you look around and wonder,
Who will arrive to give you strength,
You know that I’ll come running,
And be there right by your side.
I’ll take your hand and hold it tight,
Kiss the tears from your cheek,
And let your heart feed from mine.
And on those rare and worrying times,
When you look around and I’m not there,
When I’ve wandered out of sight,
Always know the reasons simple.
I’m just picking up your pieces,
To make you whole again.


xoxo

A Whispered Cloud

Lighting up my life
Intoxicating with an irresistible charm
Taking my pain
Teasing my desire
Lifting my happiness
Engulfing my dreams
Becoming closer, getting better
Infiltrating my heart
Turning tears to a smile
Never forgetting the things I do
And always appreciating each gesture
Understanding, ever caring
Giving back as much as is received
Holding hands under a whispered cloud
Turning back to me
You always know when I need you most.

Archipelago

The best of friends will hold your heart
And keep it safe from the flames that roar
From the bridges burning all around
Isolating you on the island that is you

The best of friends will leap the gap
That keeps you apart and makes you feel alone
Letting you know that there’s someone there
To shield you from the fire’s ferocity

The best of friends will never leave
Staying by your side because you need them there
Because they want you to feel special
And to take your pain and worries away

The best of friends won’t judge or criticise
They will gladly receive all you give them
And make sure they give you more in return
Until your desolate island doesn’t feel so bad

The best of friends will hand back your heart
When they’ve given you the strength to carry on
Knowing it wasn’t theirs to keep
And they will be content to return you to happiness

The best of friends won’t let you be a forgotten island
On the outskirts of life’s archipelago
And when your lighthouse distress light shines
You know their saviour ship will never be far away

Photograph

Its funny the effect a photograph can have
As I hold you in my hands you can’t answer back
I can say all the things I ever wanted to say
And the things that you’d normally say in reply just go away

Its funny the effect a photograph can have
In frustration I can rip you to pieces but get the chance to stick you back together
Or I can put you on my pillow knowing you’ll still be there the next day
You won’t go anywhere my darkest fears can be kept at bay

Its funny the effect a photograph can have
I can get lost in your eyes and you’ll never know
That I’m dreaming of the things that I yearn for every day
That you’ll be by my side and that you’ll always stay

Its funny the effect a photograph can have
Especially when that’s all I’ve got
But then that’s the price I pay
For loving someone so far away

The War of the Words

The writer sits and stares at the sea of empty page before him,
the tools of his art fighting a civil war of words in his mind.
The bitter battle begins,
alliteration already annihilating all comers.
Like two Roman Gladiators,
onomatopoeia and palindrome do battle over ‘wow’
while similie looks on, quietly pleased with her contribution.

The conflict continues through the deafening silence created by oxymoron
as a new chapter in the fight is written by the mareless cisuse of a couple of consonants,
whose clumsy transposition usher spoonerism into war.
His cameo appearance scythed down by malaprop,
who mistook his rule of the consonants to be incontinence
The subsequent pointing and laughing shamed him away!

Watching, lurking in the margins,
metaphor, personification and irony wait for their chance,
(not quite sure if they’ve already contributed.)
As the dust settles on the blank page battlefield,
nothing can compete with the nemesis of all the writer’s soldiers.
Smirking, triumphant
Writer’s Block.

For someone special - a poem about one of their special someones - but i hope anyone that has lost someone close can find some comfort within the lines.

Holding an Angel

You may not have seen her in a while
But you know she’s always there
Her arms around your shoulders
Just to show her care

The memories never fade or die
Her love remains alight
Feeding strength into your weakness
Giving you the will to fight

She’s a beacon within your beauty
With you night and day
Through all your troubled times
She’s there to guide the way

She’s the teasing tingle upon your skin
Each time your happiness is re-found
She’s the skip you feel in your heartbeat
Just to reassure you that she’s around

She’s a seraph to an angel
Never letting go
She’s the reason tears never last
In your life’s ebb and flow

She’s your summer’s calm and cooling breeze
And the sound of distant laughter
Her hand forever holding yours
To ensure your ‘happily ever after’




(I hope it makes you smile and feel warm inside baby xoxo)

The Reality of Cyber Love

I take the ache, you’re my Achilles Heel
Cyber love? Or something more real?

I measure the pleasure and swim in your appeal
Cyber love? Or something more real?

Missing the kissing the touch and the feel
Cyber love? Or something more real?

I felt the melt, don’t want the burns to heal
Cyber love? Or something more real?

Your part in my heart decidedly surreal
Cyber love? Or something more real?

Such is the touch of passion’s ordeal
Cyber love? Or something more real?

A Little Bit of Desire Can Go A Naughty Long Way! (Part Three)


You suck harder and faster, greedily taking my cock – sucking, licking, lapping. Your tongue and lips acquaint themselves with every ridge, every vein, every sensitive spot. Each bob of your head taking my cock deeper in your mouth, gagging on my cock, desperate for every inch. Feeling me twitching and throbbing in your mouth. I take your vibe and tease it between your pussy lips, the path of the vibration followed by the soft wetness of my tongue. Your massager held lightly against your clit. As I slide the vibe slowly inside you as increase the pressure of the massager against you. I feel your pussy clamp round the vibe. I feel your legs shaking as I turn the massager higher and press harder.


Your fingernails digging into my ass, releasing your tension, your way of dealing with the intensity of your ass, pussy and clit being stimulated and pleased. Sucking harder and more hungrily on my cock as I slowly slide the vibe in and of your pussy, gradually fucking you faster, harder, and deeper while your anal toy and massager vibrate relentlessly. I feel you moaning, sighing, and screaming onto my cock, desperate to make me cum, desperate to taste me, to feel my hot jet in your mouth. The vibe now fucking you hard and deep – a rough frantic fuck! I push the massager harder onto your clit – no respite, no break, no let up! The blood rushing through your body – your heart pounding – every muscle contracting and releasing as your orgasm infiltrates your veins, your muscles, your heart and mind.


The vibe plunging in your ever wetter pussy – sliding effortlessly deeper as I turn up the vibration on your anal toy and the massager on your clit. As I thrust the vibe inside you, I hold it firm and still against your magical spot and allow the head of the vibe to stimulate. Your fingernails dig deeper into my ass, your other hand squeezing my balls, your head pushing harder on my cock as I thrust my hips, fucking your mouth hard and deep – your moans vibrating through my twitching cock. The triple vibration, the triple pleasure building. Your body shaking uncontrollably against mine – aching for your release – you try to hold your orgasm as long as you can, wanting desperately to feel it rush through you while simultaneously never wanting this feeling to pass!


I thrust my hips harder as you can hold back no longer – you release, relax, feel the wave sweep through your entire body. Your shaking body, your juices flooding from your pussy and your screams push me over the edge as I cum with you, my cum filling your mouth as you swallow greedily, every ounce of you feeling your orgasm from deep in your ass, pussy and clit. The feelings ripping through you, wave after wave – a relentless pulse, relentless pleasure!


I turn around, facing you, holding you tight, kissing you gently as the small pleasureable waves continue to engulf your body. Our pounding hearts start to melt, our ecstasy tingling within our numbed bodies. Light-headed, breathless, you giggle and hold me close. I place my hand on your chest to feel your heart, I close my eyes, smile and know that there is nowhere else I would ever rather be.


xoxo

i love to read all your comments, so if youve taken the time to read all 3 parts, please leave me one lol ty xxx

A Little Bit of Desire Can Go A Naughty Long Way! (Part Two)


Relentlessly I tease and please your clit with the vibe, not letting up, not letting your need fade away.  All the time bringing it closer as I feel your pussy contract around my tongue.  I kiss deep in your pussy, knowing you’re getting closer as you lose rhythm and concentration on wanking my cock.  Feeling your juices build, loving that sexy way you moan and gasp my name between your breaths, one of your hands on my cock, the other pulling at your breasts, squeezing your nipples, feeling your toes curl and grip onto my shoulders as your body starts to shake.  I feel the wave pass down your legs.  Your gasps and breathing less controlled as I turn up the vibe one more notch and hold it tight on your clit, feeling you lose a grip of your orgasm, feeling it rush past my tongue into my mouth as you scream my name!  Your pussy contracting and releasing, contracting and releasing.  Your head thrashing from side to side.


Before your orgasm fully passes I kneel up, my thighs pressed against the sofa, I pull your hips towards me guiding your pussy onto my cock, loving our shared sigh as we feel me pushing inside your soaked quivering pussy, deep inside!  As I push into you I lean forward, our lips pressing together, my tongue sliding into your mouth allowing you to taste your orgasm on my tongue.  I pull back and slam hard against you pushing my cock ever deeper inside you, feeling your pussy grabbing, not wanting to let it go, loving the feeling of being full as the aftershocks of your orgasm still linger on.


Only now do I move the vibe from your clit allowing you to focus on my cock inside you, thrusting, fucking you hard as I pull your hips towards me as I push hard against you.  The slap of our bodies meeting, the squelch of my cock swimming in your juices adding to our pleasure, as we both feel the full convince of our fuck.   I turn the vibe down low and once again tease your clit, awakening your desire once again, feeding your next orgasm.  Allowing it to slowly build, mature and grow deep within you.


My lips move from yours and down to your breasts, light kisses alternate with licking and gentle biting as I move towards your hard nipples – teasing, licking around as I turn up the vibe a little higher and press firmly onto your clit as I grind my cock deep inside your aching pussy.  As I clamp my teeth around your nipple and bite, I suck hard, relieving your desperation. I feel your pussy tighten round my cock, pulling me ever deeper, the vibe relentlessly pushing on your hard swollen clit.  Our gasps and moans become louder, the sound of our names filling the air as our fuck becomes more frantic.  My teeth sink harder onto your nipple.  I suck as I pull my head away, pulling your nipple with me.  The vibe turned up full as I feel your pussy contracting, feeling your wetness grow.  Our bodies shaking, hearts pounding as gasps become screams.  I take a hold of your hands, our fingers entwine and hold tight. My lips move back to yours, kissing you hard, letting you know how much I want you.


I pull back, sit up push my hips forward, pushing my cock deeper.  My eyes are locked on yours as I  take your foot from my shoulder and lick, kiss and suck each toe in turn.  All the time  pushing harder and deeper into your pussy.  The vibe stimulating, pleasing your hard clit.  I watch you gasp, watch you moan, watch you pleading for me to push that little bit harder, to tease your ache from within as my sucking, licking and biting of your toes continues.  Fucking harder, faster, rougher!


Your legs shake, your toes curl and stretch in my mouth as you finally let go of your orgasm, feeling your rush, my cock twitches as I cum hard deep in your pussy.  Our orgasms feeding off each other, intensifying and prolonging our complete satisfaction as I push one final time hard and deep inside you, giving myself entirely to you.  Our hot sweaty bodies pressed close, swimming in our absolute pleasure.


I join you on the sofa, laying on our sides. Your pussy by my face, my cock by yours.  My hands grasping your pert ass as I feel yours on mine, your tongue licking along my shaft, still hard and glistening with our juices.  I hear you moan softly as you taste our combined lust.  My tongue flicking between your swollen lips, kissing your pussy as you slide my cock into your mouth, slurping hungrily, your tongue caressing and flicking over my cock.  I massage the juices from you pussy into your tight ass, teasing the entrance as I hold your cheeks apart, using our juices to lube your ass.  I reach for your anal toy, and slowly, slowly slide it in your wet ass as you moan onto my cock and suck me deeper into your mouth.  Holding the toy in place I squeeze the pump as I suck on your clit, flicking with my tongue, loving your gasps as you feel the toy inflate slightly in your ass.  One more squeeze of the pump fills your ass yet further.  Your toy held firmly in play inside your spread open ass as you squeeze against it, allowing it pulse slowly inside you as I tease with the vibe control…. 

A Little Bit Of Desire Can Go A Naughty Long Way! (Part One)


Your body glows with that just showered freshness, your damp hair framing your face to perfection as you sit back on the sofa, catch my eye, smile and release one of your naughty minx filled laughs.  For a second or two I sit and watch, taking in your beauty – your tight t shirt clings to your still damp body, hugging tightly against your perfectly formed pert breasts, your hard nipples pushing against the fabric as if already pleading to be released and entertained.  The odd droplets of water cling to your long and slender legs, adding to their beauty, as though placed there as a finishing touch by an artist intent on highlighting your appeal.


Slowly I crawl along the floor towards you, our eyes never deviating, never breaking from their locked state.  I kneel on the floor, your legs parted either side of me.  I lean forward, my tongue outstretched to catch a tumbling bead of water on your shin and trace its path back up towards your knee where I place a soft and tender kiss.  My fingers gently stroking your calf muscles, circling, teasing your skin, exciting, and bringing it to life.  The surrounding area tingling as if all the nerve endings are jockeying for position, wanting to feel my touch, wanting to be the nerve that sends the signal to your mind to release the first soft and sensual sigh.


You raise one leg, slowly moving your foot towards my mouth, holding it, leaving it hovering an inch from my lips.  As I move my head forward, teasingly you pull your foot back, smiling, giggling as you do.  Quickly, I jerk my head forward, catching your big toe in my mouth before you have a chance to react and pull it away.  My teeth gently sinking into your flesh, sucking on your toe, caressing it with my tongue.  The fingers of one hand glide along the sole of your foot, as I suck your toe deeper into my mouth, sucking harder, flicking my tongue over it, sinking my teeth a little harder to leave an impression in your soft skin.  I pull my head back, releasing your toe from my mouth but ensuring my tongue continues to wind its way around, pushing in between before a kiss greets your second toe.  My mouth opens as I run my teeth along it, holding it in my mouth, again sucking gently. 


My eyes are fixed on you, watching you sink back in the sofa, your head turned to one side, your eyes closed, biting your lip to stifle a longer soft moan.  One of your hands runs teasingly over your breast, circling the hard nipple straining against your t-shirt.  Your other hand running over the soft fabric of your panties, pulling them tighter against your mound, tighter to highlight the outline of your freshly shaven pussy as you circle and flick your clit with your middle finger.


I continue to tease and please your toes, sucking, licking, kissing each one in turn, my tongue exploring, pushing down between each toe – tickling and exciting.  My touch becoming harder, more intense as I revel in the sight of you teasing, squeezing and pulling on your hard nipples and your fingers pushing harder onto your clit through the fabric of your panties.  Your moans and gasps become louder, your ‘pleases’ more desperate!  Your finger replaced by your vibe, as you hold it hard against your clit through the material, wetness starting to seep through. 


With both your feet on my shoulders I lean forward, kissing and licking along your thighs, moving closer to your pussy.  I push your knees back towards your head as I move forward, my hands sliding underneath you, grasping your ass, and squeezing your pert cheeks.  My tongue moves over your panties, the tip presses against the wet patch, tasting you, pushing the material between your lips as I take the vibe from your hand and take control of your pleasure.  I press my mouth against your pussy, sucking on the fabric, then blowing, my hot breath filtering through to your tingling pussy as I press the vibe relentlessly harder onto your clit, not giving you a respite from the pleasure pulsing through you.  With your knees up beside your head, your pussy is spread – your pussy is mine for the taking!


Your hand reaches down, and takes a hold of my hard cock, I gasp into your pussy as I feel your grip tighten and squeeze hard, feeling every ridge, every vein as you wank me slowly.  I pull your panties to one side, revealing your freshly shaved, sweet, wet, eager pussy.  I look up at you as I run my the tip of my tongue between your lips, tasting you as push the vibe harder onto your clit, moving it in small circles, as if sweeping up your pleasure and collecting it in one lustful heady spot!  All the time, winding your panties round my fingers, straining the material until it snaps, completely freeing your pussy, allowing my tongue to slip deeper inside you, flicking against your, delving, penetrating, tongue fucking you…..

A 'little bit' of a thank you to a very special friend for all they have done since the moment we met.

Taking Away My Frosted Tears

You see the frosted tears on my cheek
and very softly, you kiss them away.
Your warm lips take away the sadness,
while your warm heart ushers in the the joy.

My attention and affection received with appreciation,
my gifts received with a fond smile
Your protective gaze keeps me safe
as your encouraging words build my confidence

A quiet kiss and a welcoming hand to hold
make me feel the way I want to feel
The life in your laugh, the feeling in your sigh
let me know i make you feel the way i want you to

Your time freely given,
your company a tonic in the extreme.
Your place in my melting heart for ever reserved
as a thank you for taking away my frosted tears



(Thank you baby mwah xxx)

I wasn't treasuring the moments, making them last

I didnt swim in their slow motion before they had passed

The way I make you laugh has gone from my head

the last 'I love you' remains unsaid

The last minxy moment has left my mind

Along with the way I once thought you were kind

And now that you've decided that we should be apart

Ive lost the last kiss you placed in my heart

There are too many feelings for which i never fought

and it hurts that the last lot of flowers remain unbought

I don't remember the love or you being a friend

And I didn't even keep the last text you'd ever send

I close my eyes and desperately try to remember

everything that happened since that magical day one November

But all i see are moments lost

smiles and sun replaced by tears and frost

But did you treasure our last moment and make it last?

Before you put it, and me, back in your past.

Loving more than your voice, loving more than your sound

For in you, a true friend I have found

For the good times and bad,

For the happy and sad.

I'm there when you need me for advice and care

And if its lust you're after - I'll be there!

I'll be a shoulder to cry on, a heart to melt.

Someone to lean on, knowing my words are always heartfelt

I'll be someone to rely on, an ear to bend

I'll be for ever your minx, for ever your friend.

The Things That Passed Me By

Holding your hand and squeezing just so you know im here

Placing my arms around you, hugging and holding you near

Resting my head upon your breasts and listening to how your heart beats

Waking in a morning, turning, and seeing you sleeping between my sheets

Cooking you your favourite meal just to show i care

Kissing away your troubled tears, so you know im always there

Feeling our lust and our bodies entwine

Knowing im yours, knowing youre mine

Tasting your lips, and smelling the scent on your skin

Taking the first step on the journey we were about to begin

Holding your gaze, looking deep into your eyes

Being right by your side for you lows and your highs

Doing just some of those things you know would pound my heart

Having that feeling of never wanting to be apart

These, just some of the things that passed me by

So is it any wonder I just sit here and cry...

For My Muse

Thank you for lighting my fuse, giving me inspiration and being my muse

Thank you for all the time you give me, your patience and all the times you forgive me

Thank you for being a special friend and appreciating all the things that I send

Thank you for the inspiration, the smiles and cyber fornication!

Thank you for the wonderful 'date', the play and just being a mate

Thank you for playing your part in my pounding and melting heart

Thank you for being on my mind, for being wonderful and kind

Thank you for keeping me smiling, being sweet and beguiling

Thank you for never being haughty, and thank you for being a little bit naughty!

xoxox

....A few moments of quiet, just our breathlessness and a shared laugh before I tell you not to stop, to keep the massager on your clit and not to let the feelings die. Once again you use the vibe exactly as I tell you. You slide the vibe deeper inside you, as you watch me rub my cum into my cock and balls, your eyes fixed on my wet cock.

Your soft moans as you fuck your pussy under my control keep me hard, keep me wanting! The massager pressed hard on your clit, the vibe pounding your pussy, pushing deep down into your ache, fucking yourself the way you want me to me inside you – deep and hard – using your pussy! My wet cum covered cock sliding through my fingers spurs you on as I tell you to spell out my name on the walls of your pussy, slowly you spell out each letter, J-A-M-I-E, allowing yourself to briefly be mine! You fight hard to pull your orgasm from deep within, pounding with your vibe, pressing with your massager ever harder onto your swollen sensitive clit as you listen to me tell you how id fuck you.

Again, I take control of your orgasm, telling you to keep it in, to not release until I tell you! You feel my power over you, turning you on even more, pushing you harder as you keep hold of your orgasm right up until you hear me say ‘NOW’. Waiting obediently for that word, desperate for me to say it, but also not wanting me to – wanting to stretch out the pleasure as long as you can. You grip onto the vibe, not allowing your orgasm to escape. Your gasps becoming longer, more breathless, less controlled, and louder. Just at the point you need to release I tell you to move the massager from you clit. I sense the frustrated agony in your voice as reluctantly you obey.

Under my control the vibe moves from your pussy and presses against your ass, not yet inside, the tip teasing the sensitive nerves – your ass soaked from your juices dripping from your pussy. I tell you to imagine its my cock nudging against your ass and ask you if you want it – if you want me fucking your ass. A strangled ‘yes’ is your reply, followed after a short pause by the ‘please’ you knew I was going to ask for! You press the massager back onto your clit as you ease the vibe into your ass, slowly fucking it for me, imagining its my cock pleasing you as you watch me wanking faster and harder.

Both our orgasms growing closer, the volume increasing, our names filling each others heads as you fuck your ass faster and deeper, pressing the massager hard onto your clit, begging me to let you cum again. I tell you to cum with me as we both let go – our bodies shaking in unison, our gasps synchronised, the orgasm of the other intensifying our own – your ass gripping round the vibe, the massager hard on your clit as you watch me cum, as you cum!

Together we share the after softness, our fingers entwine in a whisper as we share each others laugh. As you relax back in your bliss, you realise I was right – a melting heart does pound with more ferocity than one untouched by emotion!

The moment you docked me, the moment you heard my voice. That’s the moment you lost control! You knew it and you wanted it. Your pleasure, your play, when and how you cum were now in my hands, not yours. Your heart beating slightly faster at the thought, the thrill. Giving yourself to me, allowing me to lead, to guide, to push and pull you through. Knowing its me that will make you cum, not you!

Briefly we listen to each other’s deep breaths, the desire and lust building. Already we almost forget the people listening, already lost within each other. Our minds fusing together, subconsciously adjusting to the same wavelength. We almost forget those listening, but not quite! The thought of them being there, in the background, loving your sighs, your moans, adds to the excitement – knowing you will be heard at your most vulnerable, your most intimate moment exposed and displayed adds to your ache and pounding heart.

You push yourself back into your bed, as though it will scratch away at that point deep inside which right now feels on fire, a volcano desperate to erupt and release. Your legs spread wide, vibe in hand, not yet touching, knowing you cant, not until I tell you what to do. Your eyes locked on my cam image in your big window. Watching my hand slowly run along my shaft and down over my tight balls. Watching me slowly wank. Turned on by the effect you’re already having on me, loving the way you turn me on!

Although you’re desperate to allow your vibe and massager to go to work, you wait for me to tell you what to do. A deep sigh of relief fills the room as finally I talk to you, finally you realise your not alone, and that ill be there, every step, every stroke, every pounding second, every teasing flicker. Ill be there to the very end and beyond!

My voice filling your head, your sighs filling mine, you begin to accept my control, follow my orders and allow me to make you cum! Everything you do, you do because its what I tell you to, trusting me totally and fully to satisfy you, to relieve your ache and fuel your lust!

Throughout, my voice is in your ears, breathless and faltering from my own desire, the sound and sight of me be being so turned on by you driving you on – the knowledge that I want you, that right now I need you allows you to be mine!

Your massager teases round your clit, small circles flicking at your desire before you hold it hard against your throb, squeezing, pressing hard to keep it under control, to satisfy the need. All the time loving every second of pleasure before the inevitable moment comes when I tell you you have move it. You press harder and harder as I give you a 3 second count down. I hear your moans, your gasps, knowing you just want to keep it there, but also knowing that when I say ‘move it now!’ you will. You let out a frustrated groan as you take away the massager and feel the relief drain away and the desperation flood back!

Your other hand squeezes on your breasts, flicking, tweaking, pulling and squeezing on your nipples – harder, and harder still! You sigh my name, and I sigh yours, bringing us closer together, reinforcing our connection, our temporary bond! Your nipples teased between a licked and wet thumb and forefinger as the massager rests on your clit, the pressure enough to give you pleasure, but lacking the firmness and pushhhhh you need to feel that ache being pulled from deep within.

You run the tip of your vibe slowly, very slowly down between your lips. My voice in your ear making sure you do it at the pace I want, all the time drip feeding you pleasure, all the time building your frustration. The tip of your vibe barely touching you, enough to feel the tingles spread through your body, but not enough to fully part your wet swollen lips. Your eyes on my cam, as I tell you to imagine its my cock running over your lips! As you run the tip of the vibe back up your pussy, I tell you to press a little harder, allowing the tip to part your lips. As you do, you push your feet against the mattress, raising your hips slightly off your bed, hoping the pressure from the massager on your clit will intensify!

I allow you to run the vibe back down your pussy, slipping briefly inside, to feel the vibrations deeper, to release your juices, to smear them over your vibe. I tell you to slide the vibe an inch inside you and stop, and hold it, then another inch. Stop, hold! Then twist. Another inch. Stop, hold. Feeling your desperation to thrust your hips harder on the vibe as you push the curve of it against your g spot, teasing, easing, satisfying! Your soft moan and gasp of my name confirming your pleasure.

Reluctantly, you slowly pull the vibe from your pussy, but not so reluctantly raise it to your mouth. I tell you to run it round your lips, then lick them – slowly! Before I let you suck your juices from the vibe. I listen, no – we all listen! to you slurping your juices from the vibe, wishing it was my cock you were sucking. You trail the vibe down your body back to your pussy and ease it between your lips, sliding it in to your desperate pussy. As you push the massager hard onto your clit as I tell you, this time, don’t move it. The vibe held inside you, your pussy contracting tight against it, the tingling pulsating pleasure flooding through you, but the vibe not yet fucking you the way you want, the way you need to be fucked right now, that frantic fuck you love so much! Your eyes fixed on my cam, watching me wank harder and faster your moans and gasps become louder, more breathless and desperate!

You fight against your instincts to use the vibe the way you want, and trust me to use it the way I tell you, holding it still, twirling the base in circles, maximising the area covered by the vibrations. The tip held firmly against your g spot, the massager pushing harder onto your clit, pulling your orgasm from deep within. Your body starting to twitch. As I tell you not to cum, to hold it, to keep it, you plead with me to let you – desperate to let it go, but at the same time wanting to wait for me to let you. Your toes curl, gripping the bed sheet, every muscle tensed as you grip deep inside, keeping the rage of your orgasm held tightly. I tell you to hold it, not to cum, but I don’t let you relieve the pressure of the massager on your clit. I push you to the end, then one, two, three, four, five seconds beyond. Your breathing fucked, uncontrolled – the only word you can say is ‘please’, ‘please’ - over and over until you hear my words you’ve been waiting for ‘cum for me, baby!’ Instantly you let go, releasing your hold, feeling your orgasm raging through you, exploding, pushing past the vibe, crashing through every pore as you scream my name. Every muscle twitching, your eyes tightly shut, your head thrashing from side to side as the orgasm engulfs you, drowning you!

The sound of you cumming, your voice, my name ringing in my ears pushes me over the edge. You open your eyes just in time to see my grip on my cock tighten, you watch it twitch, see my body shaking, hear my breathless gasp, my stomach flickering in and out and your name in your ears as I release. The sight and sound of my orgasm, my cum shooting, stretches your orgasm out those extra beautiful few seconds more.....

posted a little early i know, but it might take 4 days to get any takers lol

Virtual valentine

Will you be my virtual valentine?

Just for one day will you be mine?

Let me show you how I love and care

Let me show you how I’m always there

Let me shower you in cyber kisses

Feel my love’s arrow that never misses

Let me feel you close, just for one day

And let you hear the things I really wanna say

Wont you let me look deep into your eyes?

Feel my caress on your silky thighs

Let me see even more of you

And share with me that delicious view

Let me deep down inside your heart and mind

So your love for me I can find

And let me set it free, let it out

Remove the fear and lingering doubt

So will you be my virtual valentine?

Just for one day will you be mine?

Swim in the lake of my affection

Feel my love and our connection

Let me finally feel your fingertips entwine,

Slowly slipping into the grip of mine,

So I can feel my melting heart beat,

Feel my world at last complete.

I WANT YOU COS I 'WANT' YOU!

i wanna slip n slide

deep down inside

i wanna hold you tight

suck n bite!

I wanna hold you on the brink

so you cant think

I want you to plead

before I release your need!

I wanna feel you shake

till no more you can take

I wanna hear you scream

make your glow beam!

I wanna hear your "oh fuck"

and how your world shook

I wanna hear you say my name

again and again!

I want you to do as I say

and it not be any old play

i wanna feel you cum

til your body goes numb!

I wanna hear you say please

till your weak at the knees

I wanna cure that ache

take and take!

I wanna cum on you

as i admire the view

I wanna lick it n kiss

share our bliss!

I want us to come down together

feel our closeness last forever

I want you

cos I 'want' you!

No secrets.

Smiles exchanged, fingers whisperingly entwined

melting hearts and fusing minds

the laughter loved and an ache relieved

The feelings linger, the trust believed

Yearning burning, lust just fed

You're in my heart you're in my head

I wanna keep you there, don’t ever go

The feelings stronger than you’ll ever know!

Growing each morning, noon and night

At the end of my tunnel, you’re my light

Slipping, falling – ever deeper

My love hides from your heart’s reaper

It dodges and weaves, twists and turns

It smoulders, flickers, sparks and burns

You stoke the flames you fan the fire

You feed my laugh, love, smile and desire

In return poems, stories, a date and a flower

Lets never let this all turn sour!

Don’t hurt me ill never hurt you

I want you, do you want me too?

We both know 'want' isn’t the right word

Its not what I said, its not what you heard

As long as you understand what I feel

I wont lose a grasp on what is real

Please never bring things to an end

Please always be my special friend

I wanna be yours with benefits

Cos in my love, your heart fits

........ I move my tongue from your pussy up between your ass cheeks. You reach down, your legs spread wide you hold your cheeks apart. You feel the tip of my tongue running lightly over your sensitive ass sending tingles shooting through you, making you gasp and moan as loud as ever! My tongue teasing you before you feel the full length of it run against your sensitivity.

Again, I leave you at that point of wanting more as I stand up. Holding your lips apart. I push my cock hard and fast deep inside you – taking you by surprise, catching that perfect moment where you weren’t expecting to feel me so deep inside you so quickly. I allow you to adjust into the feeling and realisation we are in our first fuck before I stand fully upright, pushing my cock deeper still in your wet willing pussy. Slowly I slide my cock out before pushing hard back into you, slapping against you, holding you tight between my body and the sofa. My hips circling to push deeper and maximise the touch inside you. With one hand on your back, the other on your clit, I start to fuck you harder and faster. Using your pussy, plunging, banging into you. Pulling my cock right out before slamming back deep inside you. Fucking you hard and fast, leaving you helpless with no control over our fuck!

As I fuck you I reach for the flavoured lube. My fingers coated, one hand returning to your clit, frigging you fast and hard, the lube allowing my fingers to stimulate without the friction that numbed and took away some of your pleasure. My other hand on your ass, my fingers coating your tight ass with the lube before I slip a finger inside you. The light burning sensation of the lube starts to sweep through you, tingling your excitement further.

You become lost in the sensation of my fingers on your clit, my cock fucking you hard and my fingers slowly gently teasing your ass. As I feel you start to shake I stimulate all three areas even harder, faster. Both of us desperate to drag your orgasm from you. You feel my cock twitch deep inside you, feel my body shake, feel me collapse against you, hear my gasps and me scream your name. As you feel me cum deep inside, you let go of your orgasm, allowing me to feel you cum around my cock. Our gasps of each other’s names melt together as we cum in unison, I feel you push back against me, milking both our orgasms for as long as possible.

You ease yourself forward allowing my cock to slip from your pussy. You turn round to face me, allowing us to hold each other and kiss deeply. You cover your hands in the lube and run them over my cock, not allowing my erection to die, keeping me hard the way only you can!

You sink to your knees, taking my cock in your mouth, tasting the heady mixture of our juices and your favourite flavoured lube. As you suck gently on my cock, you run your tongue over my shaft, allowing me to feel the pleasure you can give. Your fingers gently tease and caress my tight balls, one lubed finger slipping against my ass and pushing gently inside as you suck.

I relax into the pleasure, my fingers entwined in your hair, looking down sighing as I watch you please me to a point beyond pleasure. Making sure I don’t cum again, you stand up, kiss me as you reach into your bag for your small vibe. As you hold it against your clit your turn round and bend over the sofa, guiding my cock to your tight well lubed ass.

Gently I ease the head of my cock into your ass and hold it there for a second or two, feeling my cock twitch, I fight the urge to come so quickly as I feel your tight ass round my cock, slowly and gently I ease my cock out and back in, each time sinking a little deeper inside you, allowing you to get used to the feeling, to turn the slight pain into pleasure before I slide out and back in, each time a little deeper. All the time the vibe pressed hard against your aching clit. I slowly fuck your ass, the tingling from the lube sending the sensations deep within you as I push deeper inside you fucking hard, yet slowly. All the time my cock twitching, fighting the need to cum as I feel your ass wrapped tightly round my cock. I hold back for as long as I can before my cock twitches harder and I sink onto you, forcing my cock deeper inside you. You hold the vibe harder against your clit feeling your orgasm release, the tight contraction of your ass round my cock pushes me over the edge. My cock twitching deep inside you, allowing the contractions of your orgasm to milk my cum from me.

We collapse back onto the bed, holding each other tight as we kiss through our soft giggles and laughter, loving this tender moment as much as any other in the whole evening. I reach onto the bedside table and hand you 2 roses. A white one to represent my affection and love, and a red one to represent my lust and desire. I wonder which you will take away in the morning to remember our perfect night, our perfect date?

........... Slowly I sink to my knees in front of you, feeling your hands entwine in my hair, pulling gently, the lower I sink, the rougher your touch gets, twisting and pulling my hair to release your lust. My tongue trailing over your neck as I plant a trail of kisses down over your breasts. The tip of my tongue circles your nipples allowing your sensitivity to increase as I feel them harden to the point of explosion. The tip of my tongue flicking against them as I push your breasts together, pushing your nipples closer, allowing them both to feel the touch of my tongue at the same time. The tip of my tongue increases their sensitivity, but does nothing to relieve the ache building within them. I close my mouth around your nipples and suck gently, my tongue twirling over your nipples as the intensity of my sucking increases, pulling the built up ache from you, loving your lust laden gasp and the feel of you pulling harder on my hair.

My hands replace my mouth on your breasts, pinching and flicking your nipples as my tongue continues its perfect journey down your body, licking over your stomach as I feel it twitch back and forth against my touch, my hands grasping at your breasts. I kneel in front of you, one of your legs planted firmly on the floor, the other resting on my shoulder, pushing me lower, the pain of the heel of your shoe digging in just below my collar bone guiding me where you want me to go. As I kiss, nibble and bite the softness of your inner thigh, I undo the strap on your shoe and slide your foot out. I hold your foot firmly in one hand, the other sliding over your body down to your ass cheeks. I squeeze hard as I gently run my tongue over your toes, kissing and sucking each toe in turn, running my tongue between and over each one, that lovely tickley sensation passing from your toes up your leg and finding a home deep inside your aching pussy. You sink back against the wall and swim in the feeling of my mouth caressing your toes. The softness and tenderness contrasting with my firm grasp on your ass, my fingernails sinking into your flesh.

I let go of your foot and allow it to drop to the floor, leaving you with that agonising feeling of satisfaction but the ache of still wanting more! I move my face to your pussy, kissing and licking along the edge of your lips, teasing you for a few minutes, delighting you, but at the same time not giving you quite what you yearn for! Finally I push my tongue between your lips and slide it up your pussy towards your clit, tasting our lust, stoking the fire of your desire. I feel you sink onto me as my tongue flicks against your clit before my mouth closes around and you feel me suck you into my mouth, flicking against you faster. I slide two fingers slowly inside you, arching them round, rubbing against that soft tender spot you desperately feel the need to be touched. Your gasps, your moans, your soft repeated whispering of my name ensure I stay exactly where I am, not moving, not letting up, not stopping until you feel that first intense orgasm that has been slowly simmering since we first met reach boiling point. As I feel your body start to twitch, your gasps become uncontrolled and your grasp on my hair become even tighter, I fuck you with my fingers harder still, suck your clit deeper in my mouth. I massage it with my tongue right through the point where I feel your total release. Your knees buckle, your lust-scream loud, your pussy contacting and releasing around my fingers as your orgasm takes control of your whole body exploding through you. It hits every nerve simultaneously followed by the after shocks, the tingles, as my tongue continues flicking your clit, milking every last drop of your orgasm.

Before you have chance to recover, I grab your arm and throw you against the back of the sofa, my hand on the back of your neck pushing you over it, your arms outstretched along the top, bending you over. I kick your legs apart, holding you there, leaving you helpless, open to my control. I push against you, allowing you to feel the tip of my hard cock between my lips. I hold there for a second or two. Just at the point where you expect me to push deep inside you, I pull away and sink to my knees behind you, leaving you with a desperate feeling of frustration. My tongue licks at your pussy, tasting your orgasmic juices, my hand slapping your ass to remind you that right now, its me in control!

A little bit longer than normal, but i hope it holds your interest to the end.  Thanks for reading.  Enjoy!!!

The Kiss.  The Feeling.  The Everything.

As we clinked our champagne glasses together, the soft chink that echoed through my heart served as a reminder that some of my sometimes had come true. I looked at you and smiled, your soft laugh and beguiling beauty melting me ever more – id never wanted like I wanted right now!

The sparkle in the champagne glass you held reflected the sparkle in your eyes and your smile, the bubbles dancing up the glass to the sound of your laugh. A desperate desire to grab you right there and then, and just hold you tight and press my lips against yours swept over me, but I teased my desire by resisting the temptation – for now! It had been an evening of controlled restraint – time spent in the hotel bar and restaurant spent getting to know each other better. We’d kept the physical touches to a minimum, just the briefest of interlocked fingers, the light brush of a hand across your forearm or a fingertip secretly drawing a heart upon your knee.

The moment we stepped into the elavator though, the mood changed. Suddenly being alone with you meant there was no reason to keep hold of that restrain. I slipped my arms around your waist, my hands resting on the small of your back. I take small steps towards you, pushing myself against you, pushing you back until the cold mirror of the lift wall presses against your skin, startling you, making you gasp. I run one hand up the side of your body, my face moving closer to yours. My fingertips brushing gently against your cheek, sweeping your hair behind your ear to expose your beauty. My heart racing at the prospect of out first kiss, my nerves jingle jangle as my chest tightens, pumping my heart faster still as I feel the tremble of anticipation sweep over me. I hold you tight, to stop myself from shaking as much as to feel you close. My gaze unlocks from your eyes and moves to your lips as I pause inches away from the delight that awaits me. I watch you lick your lips, feel your chest heaving against mine and feel your arms tighten around me, pulling me closer still, our noses rub as we both smile and laugh before completing the distance left between us. Soft sighs accompany the moment our lips meet, pushing softly against each other, savouring the moment, the feelings etched forever in my mind as our mouths open, the tips of our tongues become acquainted before embracing, entwining and falling in love within our kiss. I hold you ever tighter as our kiss grows stronger and more passionate, drinking in the moment and desire – never wanting the way I feel right now, the way you make me feel, to ever end.

As the lift door opens, I slip my hand in yours and reluctantly bring the kiss to an end as I lead you to our room. The opulent luxury, the four poster bed, the leather sofa and the flowers and champagne somehow seem superfluous now to our desire and our wanting just for each other. Our surroundings faded into the background, all my attention, all my focus lay upon you, feeding my lust with your beauty as I take you in my arms and push you convincefully back against the wall, resuming our kiss with an added intensity. Kissing you harder, the passion and lust unleashed as my hands rake over your body, desperate to touch every inch of you, our kiss relentless, breaking only to release a gasp, a sigh, or to gulp in oxygen to feed our pounding hearts.

My hands run down your back, slowly undoing the zip on your dress, feeling the soft warm flesh it exposes as I do, easing the tingle, the excitement down your spine with my fingertips. My hands return to your shoulders as you unbutton my shirt. I push the straps slowly away, allowing you to feel the soft touch of your dress sliding from your body as you run your hands over my chest. You feel my heart pounding, pushing my shirt away, allowing our skin to touch, inviting my body onto yours, feeling your breasts against me, biting gently on my lip as you soak up the feeling….

You ease yourself up, your legs either side of me, your knees sinking into the soft fur rug as you kneel over me, facing away, facing the fire, allowing its heat to embrace you as you lower yourself onto me. My hard cock lying flat along my stomach trapped between your lips, your hands grasping my thighs allowing you to move back and forth, sliding my cock back n forth between your lips. The base of my cock and tight balls rubbing, stimulating your clit as my hands grasp and slap your ass. With your face hidden from my view, the effect of your sighs and gasps is augmented, as I lie back desperate to see the lust in your eyes!

You kneel up, easing your pussy off my cock, your hand gliding over it, rubbing your juices into my cock and balls before your hand rubs down under my balls towards my ass. You hold my cock up, pushing the head between your lips before, to a backdrop of a mutual moan, you lower yourself onto me, pushing my cock deeper inside you, your nails digging into my thighs deeper in unison with my cock pushing hard inside you. You sit fully on me, rocking and rotating your hips, maximising the effect of my hard cock, your pussy contracting round me.

Slowly you raise yourself up, allowing me to see my hard wet cock sliding from your pussy before you sink hard n fast back onto me as you begin to fuck me harder and faster – using my cock for your pleasure. My arm wraps round you. My fingers dance on your clit to the tune of your lust, a charmer to your orgasm, snaking through your body, stimulating every nerve on its journey, growing in stature, intensity and feeling!

Fucking me hard and fast, our moans growing louder, more desperate! Your orgasm welling up, getting closer, pulsing through your whole body – I watch and feel your body start to shake, feel your pussy contracting round my cock as my fingers work harder and faster on your clit. You sink hard and deep onto me grinding your hips down allowing your orgasm to flood through you, consuming your whole. As your pussy contracts I push up yet deeper inside you, allowing my own orgasm to release, my hot cum pumping deep inside you. My fingers still working on your clit, not allowing your orgasm to rest or die down, its life extended with a series of mini spasms cascading through you.

You turn around on me, facing me, sinking forward onto me, kissing me passionately, a kiss full of the meeting point between lust and love. You don’t allow the hardness of my cock to die down, your hand smearing our juices into my balls before you take hold of my cock and rub it against your ass before you sink slowly back onto it, slowly pushing it into your ass. Our eyes locked as we fall deeper into each other as you smile and lick our mixed juices from your fingers, your other hand reaching down, playing with your clit, ensuring your orgasmic feeling doesn’t die away.

One of my hands reaching up to your breasts, the other down to your pussy, finger fucking you as you settle deeper onto my cock, forcing it deeper into your ass, your legs clenching against me, leaning forward pressing your body against me, our lips locked. I push up into you my cock pleasing your ass, my fingers teasing your pussy, slowly fucking your ass.

You sit up on me, pushing me deeper, holding me there as your fingers tease another orgasm from deep within. Just the look on your face and the sound of your voice is enough to make my heart pound, my skin tingle and my cock to twitch making me cum deep in your ass. With one final strangled sigh you collapse forward onto me, my arms wrapped tightly around you, holding you close, holding you tight, never wanting to let you, or what we have go. You look at me and smile before we share the first delicious post fuck kiss. As you pull away you giggle, and I ask if we’re still on for our date!

Your beautiful bright eyes sparkle in the firelight, reflecting the warmth of the flames around the room and deep into my heart. I sit and watch, the way I always do, as a droplet of water falls from your wet hair and weaves its way down your back before snuggling into the towel draped loosely around you.

I move towards you, sitting behind you, allowing you to relax back into me, my hands softly, gently massaging your shoulders. My thumbs pressing and circling harder just below your shoulder blades, easing away the stresses of the day. My lips pressed lightly against your neck, kissing gently, lovingly, as I breathe in the scent of your just washed hair and feel you push back against me, maximising our contact. Your fingers almost absent mindedly lightly stroke my legs as I wrap them tighter around you, pulling you ever closer, feeling your fingernails gliding over my thighs, making my heart beat faster, my breathing becoming shallower.

The pressure of my lips on your neck increases, kissing harder, biting, sucking gently on your skin, my teeth sinking deeper, left there for longer, long enough to cause the first glimmer of pain. Your reaction, to dig your fingernails harder into my thighs as a sigh swells up inside you. I push my fingers against your chin, forcing you to turn your head to mine, I move towards you, pause just before our lips meet to allow your soft sigh to escape before pressing my lips firmly onto yours, my tongue caressing yours. The kiss intensifying in passion, firmness and lust, interrupted only by short gasps, sighs and the soft drawn out whispering of each others name.

My hands seek out the loose tuck on your towel and pull it free as I slowly drag the towel over your body, opening it up, leaving your naked body open to my gaze and the heat of the fire. The shadows from the flames caressing your body, the heat a blanket for your soft skin brought alive by my touch – my fingers raking over your body, skirting round your breasts before I take them in my hands, sliding my fingers up from underneath. My thumb pushing against your nipples as my hands close around them, squeezing them together, pinching your nipples between thumb and forefinger as I bite onto your lower lip, sucking it into my mouth as I feel you push your hands against my knees, pushing your body harder back into mine.

One hand entwines into your hair, pulling slowly and firmly, forcing you to sigh into our kiss, my other hand pushing down your body, my fingers parting around your hot, swollen lips, pushing them together as I slide my hand down, the palm rubbing hard against your clit. I pull my hand back up, this time pressing down, forcing your lips slightly apart, allowing you to feel the heat of the fire on your pussy as my thumb circles and excites your clit, desperate for attention.

My other hand slides from your hair, my nails trailing down your back and across your ribs as I wrap my arm around you, holding you tight. I hug you hard, pulling you even closer, squeezing on your rib cage forcing the air from your lungs as I slip two fingers into your pussy – hard and deep! The air pushed from your lungs changes from a soft sigh to a shocked and happy gasp. Your hips rotating, forcing my fingers deeper, making sure they touch you inside exactly where you need to be touched!

My fingers sliding in and out of your pussy, slowly to begin, with the ferocity increasing with each thrust into you, your hips dictating how they touch you, my thumb rubbing and flicking hard and fast over your sensitive clit, alive to every touch laid up on it. My other hand caressing your breasts, tweaking and pulling on your nipples as our lips lock in a deep kiss.

The heat of the fire burning softly into your skin, making it more alive to my touch, feeding your desperation to be caressed and held tightly against me. Your gasps and sighs your only release from the almost unbearable pleasure, your orgasm waking, growing restless, but not yet ready to be released......

A short poem dedicated to some of the ladies who make my yuvu experience so enjoyable in many different ways - whether it be their friendship, the way they make me laugh, or the way they make my heart either pound or melt!  Thank you to each and every one of  you xxx - to those not featured in the poem - please dont be offended, if your missed out its because some names are easier to include than others, but there are some that i would never be brave enough to leave out!!!

As the starry Twelfth Night approached and  I dilligently took down my sexy themed christmas decorations,

My soft core tree draped seductively in tinsel, and my hardcore holly with its firm and perfectly formed berries!

I ponder on my life and the year ahead - where I am, where Im going, and who will accompany me on the journey.

My heart, not yet proficient in morse code, sends out an SDS to someone special to cum with me, and join me on my path - To be a janey to my tarzan, the crust to my apple-pie, or a kimmy to my raikkonen!

The thought of that special someone by my side turns my legs to jelly, and no, thats not unusual, it happens all the time, its true.

My heart pounds, making me feel like a contestant on X Factor, or a hot polar bear walking on thin ice -  nervous, tingly and sparky.

Like all of life's journeys, my route is a mystery, but one thing of which im sure, is that i will have the need to feel a little bit naughty along the way!

I admit its not the greatest poem ever written, but i hope those featured appreciate it, and know youre all there for a reason

xxx

My hand runs down your body, grasps at your inner thing, holding it tight in my grip, my outstretched thumb pushes against the wet patch on your panties, pushing against the fabric, pushing your panties between your lips, into your pussy, feeling the wetness grow as I kiss you harder, rougher.   I release my grip on your inner thigh, allowing the blood to rush to the pained area, bringing you instant relief and a tingle softening the pain. 

My hand moves up, the heel of my thumb pressing against your clit, rubbing hard, the fabric of your lace panties rubbing over your clit, the friction heat burning into you, adding to the pleasure, my fingers pushing between your lips, the lace rubbing, magnifying the feeling as your hand tightens around my cock, wanking me hard, sliding over the full length of my cock. Your fingers twirl over the end before sliding roughly back down my shaft, smearing my pre cum over my cock.  

I pull at the waistband of your panties, pulling the fabric tighter into your pussy before the harsh snappp of the elastic brings instant relief, my fingers push hard and quickly deep into your wet pussy, the convince and surprise bringing a long strangled moan as I push deep inside you, my fingers curling back onto the soft sensitive area, finger fucking you harder and quicker than you expected. My fingertips massaging the perfect spot, my thumb pushing, rubbing onto your clit.   I rub the harsh lace of your panties up over your body , rolling the wet area over your lips before kissing you hard, my tongue licking, desperate to taste you. 

You ease my trousers down and grasp onto my ass cheeks, pulling me closer, I bend my legs, allowing my cock to push against your lips. Quickly, suddenly I straighten my legs a little, pushing my cock up roughly between your lips, pushing deep inside, the more I stand upright the deeper my cock plunges into you, almost lifting you off the floor, the harsh brick wall digging in, ripping against your soft skin on your ass and shoulders. I pull right out of you, the cold night air sweeping against your wet lips, holding them as I plunge back hard and deep inside you, fucking you, hard and rough, holding you in my arms tight against me, maximising the amount of our bodies pressed together, both of us feeling the frantic need to fuck!  

The voices of people in the party sweeping over us, the sound of nearby footsteps add to the thrill, the excitement, knowing they can hear your moans, knowing that through the darkness, someone is probably watching you getting fucked hard and deep against the wall, your dressed pulled right up, your body on display.   I push into you harder and deeper, the pain of the brick on your back adding to the pleasure as I kiss you hard, giving you no release briefly for the gasps, moans and screams you desperately need to make. My hand rubbing your clit, fast frantic and furious.

You wrap one leg around me, opening up your pussy even more, allowing me as deep as I can be inside you, feeling my hard cock sliding out before slamming back into you, sending you crashing back against the wall, almost winding you very time, forcing you to lose a grip on the orgasm welling deep inside you. My mouth on your neck, biting, your breathless gasps and uncontrolled pleas to god rage in my ear.  

Your grip on me tightens pulling me ever closer, pulling me deeper I feel the contractions in your pussy at the same moment you feel my cock twitch harder, feeling our orgasms meet and crash against each other head on. Both shaking, breathless, you feel my cum deep inside you. Your pussy alive, throbbing sensitive to every drop of my cum, milking the pleasure from your body. I push hard against you, deep inside, milking our orgasms for a few more beautiful seconds as I pin you to the wall.  

 I push against you, still inside you as we drift down from our high, holding you tight, feeding my desperate need to have your body close to mine. Breathing heavily against each other, our frantic need satisfied, for now.    Sometimes there’s no place for flirting, for teasing, sometimes there’s just a frantic need to be satisfied and an ache to relieve, and sometimes, its best to give somebody their sometimes!

The frantic need  

The room was full, the party in full swing.   I sat on the edge of proceedings hanging on your every word, observing your every movement, and you knew it! You knew I was only there because you were, you knew all the other girls in the room were of no interest to me. Pretty as they were, charming as they were, witty as they were, you knew I only wanted you! And you loved the feeling that gave you, the feeling of being wanted. You revelled in that thrill of being watched, knowing what you said and did excited me. Your flirty words and movements may have been aimed at another, but I knew your pleasure was twofold!  

Occasionally your beautiful eyes would rest fleetingly on mine, your cheeky smile be pushed in my direction, always brief, but long enough to stir those desires within us both, long enough for me to know you wanted me too, and felt the same desires that I had made no effort to hide .  

As you left the room, you didn’t look back at me, you didn’t need to, you knew id follow – your absence from the party noticeable, mine less so, yet the thrill that people left behind inside knew you were with me excited us both, the thought of people knowing, perhaps even seeing, or hearing pushed the thrill crashing into our pounding hearts, filled our lungs making breathing a luxury we were willing to struggle without.  

As I turned the corner outside the house, I saw you leant against the wall. You gave me a brief look, and a smile that almost stopped me in my tracks, almost, but not quite, I was desperate for you. Desperate to hold you, feel you, taste you, excite you! I stood in front of you, my body close, but not yet touching. I took your hands in mine, feeling our lust pass between our fingertips. Lost in each others eyes, me, intoxicated by your beauty.  

We didn’t speak, we didn’t need to. There was no awkward silence, just a lust filled pause that stretched on in my mind, fuelling my want, swamping my tingling body. I run my fingers over your lips, moving them away as you tried to kiss, leaving a breathless gasp behind, my hand moves across your cheek, running through your hair before grasping and pulling tight, yanking your head suddenly to one side, presenting your neck to me. You gasp as my lips press against your neck, my tongue circling round teasing, exciting before the contrast of my teeth, biting, sinking into your flesh turns your gasp to soft scream.  

I hold your hair firmly, preventing you from moving away as I scrape my teeth across your neck and down to your shoulder. I pull your dress quickly, roughly up above your waist and kick your legs apart, standing between them, pressing myself against you. One hand running firmly over your body. Down your cleavage, underneath your breast, then back up, gathering your breast into my touch as my hand moves roughly over your body, pinching and squeezing your nipple through the dress as my lips move to yours, pressing hard against you, pushing your head back on the wall as I bite your lower lip, holding it firmly between my teeth, I bite and pull my head away, letting you feel the soft pain swoop through your body.

Your fingernails rake over my chest, moving down my body, your intensity growing, leaving your mark upon me, ripping open my trousers leaving no teasing pause before your hand reaches inside, runs down my cock, your fingers spread over, and then tighten around my balls, squeezing, pulling just long enough to convince me to release your lip form my teeth and gasp into your flesh as my head collapses against you.  

Sometimes

Sometimes Id like to hold your hand and see the way it makes you smile

Sometimes Id like to walk the dog and hold you close to shield you from the cold

Sometimes Id like you to enter a room and me be the first person you look for

Sometimes Id like to to feel your warm lips on mine to see how it makes you sigh

Sometimes Id like to be the one that makes it happen and not simply listen to the results

Sometimes Id like  to hand you the flowers and see the sparkle in your eye

Sometimes Id like to feel the slap I know you secretly want to give me

Sometimes Id like to feel special and be able to show my appreciation

Sometimes Id like to call your name and know that you'll respond

Sometimes Id like to hold you tight when things are bad and make your pain go away

Sometimes Id like to enjoy our silence when nothing needs to be said

Sometimes Id like to drink champagne and our glasses actually clink

Sometimes Id like to sit next to you, relax and share the same view

Sometimes Id like to tell you I want more and see how much you want me too

Sometimes id like to have some of my sometimes

Sometimes it hurts too much to only have nevertimes

Your fingers running along my cock, feeling the pulse in the hardness, wrapping your fingers around and slowly wanking, your perfect touch making me shudder.  I push the tip of my cock against your wet numbed lips, moving the ice up over your clit, lightly passing it over, sending ripples through your body as i ease my cock deeper in your pussy, sensation slowly returning, allowing you to feel my fuck gradually building.

I reach for the pan on the stove, the melted chocolate that has been softly simmering throughout.  i hold it over your breasts, the excitement, the fear and trepidation - neither of us knowing how hot it is.  you breath in deeply and hold your breath as i tilt the pan, slowly pouring the liquid down onto your breasts.  Just before the first drop hits, your heart pounds strongly as you let go a pre emptive scream which turns into a releived and excited sigh as you feel the warm chocolate land and embrace each nipple, wrapping like a blanket over the coldness left by the ice.

I push harder and faster against the kitchen side, pushing deeper inside you, my hands grasping on your ass cheeks, holding you, pulling you on to me.  I move the pan of melting chocolate over your clit and pour, loving your long uncontrollable moan as the warm liquid provides the much needed contrast to the freeze left by the ice - pulsating and throbbing as the feeling returns, all the the joy and pleasure that was held frozen there released in one instant, the cholcolate dripping onto your pussy, releasing you totally from numbness, allowing you to feel our fuck in its full intensity as i pull your hips towards me, pulling you onto my cock, slapping into you.  The melting chocolate working deeper into your pussy with each thrust, provinding  a warm glow, adding to your pleasure

you slip lower on to the kitchen side, your legs around my shoulders, my hands grasping tightly on your ass cheeks, easing them apart, allowing the hot liquid to run between your cheeks onto your ass, awakening it, making it yearn for fulfillment.

I ease my cock from your pussy and slide it down to your ass, you reach down and hold your ass cheeks apart, welcoming my attention, one hand on your mound, my thumb circling and rubbing the hot chocolate into your clit as i push against your ass, feeding the head  of my cock inside your tight ass.  I pause and hold, feeling your ass tighten around me, pulsating and contracting on me, my twitching cock replicating the feelings, twitching against your squeeze.

Slowly i pull my cock from your ass, you gasp through the pleasure i leave behind, before you fully recover i push slowly back in, gently shallow fucking your ass allowing you to push against me to determine the convince and depth of our fuck.  All the time my fingers working on your clit, rubbing hard then soft then hard then soft, teasing your orgasm to the surface, allowing you to feel it through every nerve on your body, never letting it fully release, keeping you twitching, keeping you begging, keeping you screaming my name!

Your ass tightens around my cock, this time i dont stop though, rubbing harder and faster on your hot clit, the wave crashing through you, engulfing your whole body, clasping round my twitching cock, feeling my hot cum inside you as your orgasm grips and shakes you to the core and back cascading through your everything.  Slowly the feelings die away, both of us maintaining the pleasure as we relive in our minds our fuck as i collapse onto you, kissing you deeply, wanting to be close.

In the early hours i feel you slip from my bed, i pretend im comfortable and cosy there alone in the wet patch of our fuck.  As you slip silently away, my jealousy convinces my thoughts to who else will make you cum before i get the chance again. I reflect on how ill compare, and if youll need to come calling again. I close my eyes, the image of yours still burning strong, I turn my thoughts to my own needs and desires - to put the ice on ice, keep the chocolate unmelted and swap the fuck of the world for making love, with you, to feel our closeness and feel that im special, and to be able to wake up to your smile and finally tell you "i love you."

Your crimson full lipped smile has the same effect that it always has.  I melt and become yours, my own needs and desires set to one side, put on the shelf until youre ready to explore them and experience them with me.  Until then, ill comply with your wishes and the demands you place upon me.

As you slowly undo the buttons on your dress, your eyes gently burn into my heart  and soul, ensuring they will, as ever, feature in my dreams and occupy my every waking thought.  You release that naughty laugh, the dirty giggle that snaps me away from my own self indulgent thoughts and back into your world, just in time to see the dress glide slowly from your shoulders, caressing your body as it falls gracefully to the floor, curling around your feet in a choreographed performance, rehearsed so many times before.

Your heart already beating with anticipation, your breaths shallow, your voice husky.  One lock of hair tumbles down fom its loose tie and curls across your cheek, under your chin, brushing against your flesh, framing you perfectly - beautifully.

I reach out, fingertiips on your shoulders, running down alongside the straps on your bra, following the material, over the contours of your breasts as i move my lips to yours.  One final lost moment in your intoxicating eyes before our lips meet.  Pushing slowly together, pausing before our kiss begins, building in pressure, building in lust.  My tongue reaches out to meet yours, sighing softly as i taste you, moaning gently as i want you!

Your hands work down my chest, then drift slowly back up, you grasp at my shirt, pause, and rip - the sudden shift in attitude fom gentle to rough briefly stops my heart before releasing it to pound stronger and harder than before - the soft click of the buttons hitting the floor almost drowned by your gasp as i bite onto your bottom lip and dig my fingers into your ass, pulling you up onto the kitchen side.

I stand between your legs, feeling my skin rip as you scrape your fingernails down my back, my flesh yielding to your touch, the pain passing deep before floating back to the surface of my skin as an intoxicating pleasure.  To shield me from the pain, my mouth cries into your breast, teeth biting down, locking around your hard nipple.  I suck hard  to breathe in the pleasure and push out the pain, sucking your nipple into my mouth, massaging it with my tongue.

You reach into the ice bucket and run a cube over my back, numbing the pain breifly before i feel the cold droplet of melting ice dribble down my spine, tingling, exciting the skin it touches and sending ripples of shivers from its epicentre.

I respond in kind - an ice cube held between my lips, brushing gently over each erect nipple in turn, your gasp accompanied by the feel of your fingernails digging into my shoulders, the pressure increasing as the cold filters its way across your body.  I push your head back away from my and run the ice cube around your lips, over your chin and down your neck, holding it hard against your skin at the top of your cleavage, letting it melt and drip down between your breasts, bringing your every nerve ending to life on its journey as it collects and pools in your belly button.

I slip one hand up your thigh, taking the slender material of the waistband of your panties in my fingers, slowly twisting, pulling the fabric harder against you, digging into your waist, being pulled tighter into your wet desperate pussy.  My other hand running the ice cube down between your breasts and down over your stomach which twitches under the cold burn of the ice.

Not a word being spoken, our eyes locked together, our soft sighs and occassional gasps soften the silence, the background noise crackling is the sound of the fabric on your panties slowly stretching, struggling to stay in tact as i continue to wind my fingers into the waistband.  The soft gasps of ripping threads and the  final death scream as the material gives in and ripppppsssss - the presure on your skin and pussy released.

I pass the ice cube lower, over your belly button, pushing the collected cold melt out, watching it trickle down over your mound before it parts over your clit and follows the line of your warm wet lips.  the coldness awakening your feelings, magnifying your desire.  My cold fingers follow the trail of melted ice over your skin, feeling it flicker under my touch, my ice cold finger pressing against your clit, circling, rubbing, exciting.  Our lips locked together, our kiss ever harder and passionate.

Another cube of ice brushes over each pussy lip, numbing, freezing, before the soft pains die away allowing new fresh stronger feelings of pleasure to replace the subsiding dull achyness.  I run the ice between your lips, holding it against your pussy, the pulse you feel there intensifies, as if trying to push the pain and ice away, but at the same time you wrap your pleasure around it, massaging it, turning it into joy.  I feel your body flinch against the ice, but i maintin the pressure, following the squirms and flinches, giving you no escape from the desperation building....

You lean back against the wall, wrap your legs tightly around my waist, my hands on your ass supporting your weight, my cock pushing against your lips before easing deep into your wet pussy, pushing the pulse you feel through your body as you rock back and forth onto me, pushing me deeper, pushing the pulse further within, our lips locked together, kissing passionately, our tongues dancing together as they clash with our sighs and moans.  

I feel your whole weight plunging down onto my cock before you pull your hips back towards the wall, easing off me before letting yourself fall back onto me, your pussy contracting round my cock, squeezing, holding me deep, keeping me there for as long as you can before easing your hips back again, my fingers rubbing harder and faster on your clit, drawing your orgasm through your body towards our fuck.  

i push deep and hard against you, holding your body against the wall, my cock deep inside you, throbbing and twitching,my orgasm rips through me, legs shaking, i push yet harder and deeper against you, my cum erupting deep inside you, crashing into your orgasm that shudders through you, my orgasm feeding yours, allowing it to grow in intensity and feeling, your body shaking , your legs grasping tighter around me, releasing onto me in that beautiful moment of shared intimacy - your heart racing ,mine melting.  

As dawn breaks, i feel you slip from my grasp and out of my bed, you give me a look so very different from the evening before, rather than softly burning its way to my smouldering heart, it cuts deep into me and twists, a look that tells me that youre going back to the one you love, a look that mocks me with the fact that you were never mine.  A look that reminds me that to break a heart, you have to melt it first....

We both knew i was yours, that was clear from the first look, the first smile.  Yet still my evening had been full of knowing sideways glances and those lingering looks that smoulder away deep inside long after your gaze had been averted.  Id watched you flirt with others, you knowing i was watching, never knowing if it was to stir my desire for you more, or simply to let me down without a word ever being spoken.  I did what i could to hold your attention, to try and stand out, to shine above the others, to make sure you wanted more.  You played me well, cool and calm, feelings kept close to your chest.  Mine open and on display. I laid myself bare, submitting to your power.You hooked, teased and tormented my mind and heart.  raised me, and let me fall, only to swoop and lift me again, breathing new life into the embers of my hope. 

Even as we entered my apartment, I still wasnt sure you were mine. It was only when i closed the door, locking away the outside world,  I allowed myself to  banish  the doubting voice of my own insecurity to a deep and rarely visited part of my mind.

 I hold you firmly by the wrist, spinning you round back into me - your body crashing into mine, my embers alight!  As I looked deep inside your eyes, my hand twirled in your hair, wrapping your smooth, silky locks between my fingers, pulling tighter, pulling harder - pulling the control from out of you and feeding upon it.  You try to move your lips to mine, i almost let you.  We can feel the heat from each other, but not yet a touch.  I yank my hand away, pulling your hair, you try to stay close to me, to suffer the pain before giving in and following your hair away from me. 

I walk forwards, pushing you back, our locked eyes never flinching. Your back hits the wall, yet i take anther step forward, pushing into you, our bodies closer than before, your rib cage and chest pushed back into you, forcing the breath from your lungs, escaping from your body in a deep sigh.  You try to take in air, but i push hard against you, not allowing your lungs to expand, leaving you with that slight dizzy headiness, your body and mind starved so breifly of oxygen at a time when you need it most, at a time when you need to breathe deeply.  Still denying you your breath, i push my lips to yours, exploring our first kiss. 

Your wrists held in my hands as i pull your arms out wide and move them in a circular motion above your head, stretching them.  Only then do i pull slightly away, allowing you to take that breath, so desperately sought.  You gulp in the air, a quiver to your breathing, a sigh within the gasps. I pin your hands above your head, both wrists held in one hand.  A foot kicks your legs apart, allowing me to stand between them, your dress riding up, the stretched fabric pressing into the warm softness of your thighs, digging in, half pain, half pleasure as the tingling sensation starts with the blood fighting to to pass through your constricted veins - the numbness starting just below the line of your dress, and spreading slowly down. Your breathing still heavy and deep, I run my lips across your neck, the tip of my nose teasing your ear. 

My hand scoops your hair, pulling up, puling it tight, my tongue offering soothing comfort along the hairline around the nape of  your neck, the tingling sensation numbing the sharp, yet pleasant pain.  I loosen my grip on your hair slightly, just in time, just before the real pain kicks in, releasing, allowing the sharpness to re-invent itself in a pleasure giving ache, soothed as my lips pass along, kissing softly, offering the contrast to the feelings they replace. My hand passes down your body, a finger passing down your cleavage, curving under your breast, and teasing down your ribs, before sliding into the small of your back and down over your taught pert ass cheek. My fingers hook under the hem of your dress and pull up, hard and fast.  releasing the pressure on your thighs - the blood flowing freely once more - the tingling passing down your legs, pushing away the numbness. I pull your dress up round your waist, your naked ass pushes back onto the cold harsh wall, causing you to catch your breath, leaving you trying to gulp in the oxygen to ease the pound in your heart and feed the blood coursing thru your trembling legs.

My hand passes back up your body, pushing hard against you, rubbing the soft fabric of your dress against your burning quivering flesh, your bottom lip held tight between my teeth, biting with building intensity, releasing to give brief respite, before biting again. The palm of my hand running over your breast , i move my lips down your chin, my tongue tasting your neck, my hot lips closing over your nipple, sucking through the thin silk dress, you sigh deeply feeling my breath, flickering tongue and the soft fabric all giving a different simultaneous sensation, your hands running through my hair, as if to provide yourself a distracton from the burning core deep within. My mouth and tongue continue to excite your breasts as my hands run down your body, grasping at your inner thighs, fingers digging in, thumbs reaching out, one pushing between your lips, kneading the beating pulse you feel there, the other pushing onto clit, releasing the building pressure.

My fingers rake down your firm slender leg, your fingertips feeling through my trousers, running along my hard cock, your thumb twirling over the head before you rip open the buttons and push down on the waistband of my jeans, easing them down, releasing me, your fingernails digging into my ass cheeks as you pull me closer.

your silk robe slides off your leg as you slowly turn round in your chair to face me. The tell tale huskiness in your voice, the look of lust in your eyes.  I sink to my knees in front of you, watching as you run your fingernails up your thighs, parting your robe, the loose knot in the bellt untwining.  tantalisingly, teasingly the robe slips open.  The material does its best to maintan its grasp on your skin as if wanting to deny me the view i yearn for.  Holding onto your breasts, unwilling to let go, unwilling to allow me in.

Your hands passing over you inner thighs, my heart beating in unison with the pulse at the centre of that dull ache you feel deep within.  I watch as your fingertips pass oh so gently over your wet pussy and continue their journey of discovery across your body, treading carefully, gently over your stomach, barely touching yourself, yet the heightened sensitivity of your skin picking up enough feeling to convince open your mouth to release a long soft sigh, which rather than easing your ache, intensifies it, feeds it. making it pulse harder and with more desperation.

I sit between your legs, looking up, deep into your eyes, looking beyond the skin deep, looking into the inner beauty i see so clearly, seeing the real you, the side not everyone is allowed access to, the side so many seem not concerned by, yet the side of you that pulled my real feelings for you from my heart and mind.  my hands gently caressing your skin, fingertips skirting over legs, teasing, exciting.  Your soft moans serving as the encouraging words i need to hear to give me the confidence to carry on.

your own hands reaching your breasts, you brush the silk gown away as it reluctantly gives up its hold on you, leaving you with shivers passing through you as its parting gift before slipping away lifelessly, its claim on you over, mine just beginning.  Your fingertips pass over your soft breasts, circling, then brushing against your nipples.  Thumb and forefinger twriling over them, pinching, pulling, their excitement at your fingers attention clear in your voice.  Your short gasps feeding that ache inside as it grows more restless, demanding to be satisfied.

My lips on your skin, passing over your thigh, the sensation as pleasureable for me as you as i feel the life, the warmth in your flesh, my tongue trailing over you.  Your hands run down your body, searching for mine, tentatively our fingers meet, entwine and caress, holding yours in mine, my thumbs rubbing your palms,  the tenderness of my touch confirms my true feelings for you, feelings that have been waiting their opportunity to be brought into the open and no longer be hidden away as a secret always to be denied.

I run my tongue over your inner thigh, moving closer to your pussy, desperate to reach, yet at the same time, trying to put off the moment for as long as possible to ensue i savour the beauty all the more.  My tongue hovers over you, my hot breath upon you, my hands tighten around yours as my tongue finally pushes forward, parting your lips gently, releasing your juices, quickening the pulse of your ache deep within, an ache you want to satisfy, an ache you want me to satisfy.  We sigh iin unison, bringing us yet closer together, our bodies and hearts melting, becoming a single entity.  The waiting, the anticipation at an end.

I run my tongue along your lips, parting the full length, the tip of my tongue circling your clit before a long lazy lick upon it followed by the contrast of  the tip flickig over it, hard and quick, then slower, more gently, alternating between the two, you feel the appreciation of my touch ripple through your body, reaching deep inside you, crashing into that ache, massaging it.

You kneel up on the chair, facing away from me, legs spread, your pussy and ass completely submissive before me. your vibe running between your lips and over your clit before i slide it slowly, slowly into you, massaging your ache, bringing some releif to the building desire, the yearning you have for me.  My tongue pressing into your cheeks, pushing against your tight ass, flicking, then pushing again, lapping against you. the vibe thrusting deeper inside you - holding deep - vibrating, before being pulled slowly out, twisting as it withdraws, before youadjust to the feelings its absence leaves behind, the small vinrations still running, i thrust it back in deeper, harder, pulling your ache towards it, luring it into the open where it can be fully satisfied.

My tongue lapping at your ass, the pleasure intensifying, your mind unable to process all the dlights your body feels.  Your long deep sighs, your moans, your pleases and calls for god intensyfying me feelings and my desires.

I stand behind you, holding the vibe hard against your clit, i rub my hard cock up and down your lips then push inside you, feeling the welcoming hug of your pussy as i slide deeper inside as you welcomingly grasp n drag me deeper.  pushing fully inside, i pause, your pussy cotracting round me, feeling me twitch inside. the vibe on your clit charming your orgasm ever closer.  Slowly i pull my cock out, feeling your pussys reluctance to let go before raming hard into you again, repeating over and over, slowly out, then hard n fast n deep back inside.  Each time your orgasm is almost let loose, i remove the vibe from your clit, not allowing your full release yet.  my other hand tracing over your back, a finger writing a secret message i hope you want to hear, but one im not ready to give you yet .  Its meaning lost on you as i pound harder and deeper into your wet pussy.  Your moans becomming louder, your breah harder to gain, long strangled cries, the odd word lost in the breathlessness as this time i dont  move the vibe away, feeling your orgasm rushing from the centre of your body to the surface, erupting through every pore, crashing through you.

your pussy contracting, my cock twitching, as your orgasm crashes from you, mine crashes deep inide you, our bodies shaking uncontrollably, yet still remaining together.  one last cry before you collapse back onto me, safe in my arms, holding you tight.

My eyes open, snapping me back to reality, the solitary bead of sweat running down my chest a reminder that im lying alone.  it wasnt 'me'. it wasnt 'I', it wasnt 'my' and it wasnt 'mine'.  Your ache, your desire fully satisfied, yes, but not by me, by the hands, the words, the body and mind of another. .  Your love intensified, but not by me.  the images in your head clear, but none feature me. It was never me, it never will be me

i roll over onto my side, I feel the ache deep inside, i realsise now the ache was never yours.That, and that alone, belongs to me.....

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